1 00:00:00,710 --> 00:00:01,540 I don't want to hear your name. 2 00:00:01,660 --> 00:00:02,660 Shut your mouth now. 3 00:00:03,020 --> 00:00:06,100 When I call your name, take a step forward and tell me your date of birth. 4 00:00:06,320 --> 00:00:09,360 If you hear your name, you will be transferred to another cell. 5 00:00:09,540 --> 00:00:10,540 It's there in court. 6 00:00:10,580 --> 00:00:11,080 Charlie S. 7 00:00:11,240 --> 00:00:12,240 Tomlin. 8 00:00:12,580 --> 00:00:13,600 Stand in line. 9 00:00:13,680 --> 00:00:14,680 Brendan Johnson. 10 00:00:15,560 --> 00:00:16,860 Tahir Ibrahim Abdi. 11 00:00:17,240 --> 00:00:18,240 No papers. 12 00:00:20,760 --> 00:00:21,760 No. 13 00:00:22,020 --> 00:00:23,240 And no other record sheet. 14 00:00:26,200 --> 00:00:26,640 Nigerian. 15 00:00:26,880 --> 00:00:28,540 Came in on a visa in 2008. 16 00:00:30,060 --> 00:00:31,300 And has overstayed his welcome. 17 00:00:35,380 --> 00:00:36,380 Okay. 18 00:00:42,800 --> 00:00:43,800 Sign here. 19 00:00:45,540 --> 00:00:46,540 Thank you, officer. 20 00:00:48,600 --> 00:00:49,600 Sign here. 21 00:00:52,100 --> 00:00:53,100 Thank you. 22 00:00:53,560 --> 00:00:55,160 Sign here for your personal items. 23 00:00:56,480 --> 00:00:57,480 Thank you. 24 00:00:59,060 --> 00:01:00,140 You fucking with me? 25 00:01:00,260 --> 00:01:00,420 No. 26 00:01:00,740 --> 00:01:02,400 You are just doing your job. 27 00:01:03,000 --> 00:01:04,880 No reason for me to be impolite. 28 00:01:06,390 --> 00:01:08,460 Now the policeman who did this to my face... 29 00:01:09,340 --> 00:01:10,400 That's another story. 30 00:01:10,760 --> 00:01:11,920 You want to make a complaint? 31 00:01:12,280 --> 00:01:13,280 You are phony. 32 00:01:13,740 --> 00:01:14,740 I like you. 33 00:01:14,780 --> 00:01:15,840 I don't like you. 34 00:01:15,960 --> 00:01:17,000 Now get out of here. 35 00:01:17,240 --> 00:01:18,240 I can go? 36 00:01:19,420 --> 00:01:23,460 The charge was reduced to disorderly conduct, which is a civil offense, not a crime. 37 00:01:23,640 --> 00:01:26,560 ICE says until you commit a crime, you are not a deportation priority. 38 00:01:27,040 --> 00:01:27,780 Thank you, officer. 39 00:01:27,860 --> 00:01:28,860 Okay, get out. 40 00:03:03,020 --> 00:03:04,020 Jerry? 41 00:03:04,200 --> 00:03:04,560 Jerry! 42 00:03:04,760 --> 00:03:05,800 I had no choice, Tahir. 43 00:03:05,920 --> 00:03:06,280 What happened? 44 00:03:06,520 --> 00:03:07,380 There's too many of them. 45 00:03:07,500 --> 00:03:08,340 What happened to my things? 46 00:03:08,341 --> 00:03:10,636 You know, there used to be an understanding between our kind of code. 47 00:03:10,660 --> 00:03:11,560 I watch your things. 48 00:03:11,561 --> 00:03:11,840 Not no more. 49 00:03:11,841 --> 00:03:12,320 You watch mine. 50 00:03:12,440 --> 00:03:13,120 That's what we said. 51 00:03:13,320 --> 00:03:14,320 Well, I'm sorry, Tahir. 52 00:03:14,900 --> 00:03:16,020 But there was loads of them. 53 00:03:16,280 --> 00:03:17,280 All right. 54 00:03:21,140 --> 00:03:22,640 They're big fellas, too. 55 00:03:22,700 --> 00:03:23,080 All right. 56 00:03:23,081 --> 00:03:23,420 All right. 57 00:03:23,440 --> 00:03:24,440 You're all right. 58 00:03:28,940 --> 00:03:29,940 Jerry. 59 00:03:30,940 --> 00:03:32,200 You are wearing my boots. 60 00:03:32,720 --> 00:03:33,080 No. 61 00:03:33,340 --> 00:03:33,700 No. 62 00:03:33,701 --> 00:03:33,720 No. 63 00:03:34,480 --> 00:03:34,840 No. 64 00:03:35,120 --> 00:03:35,480 No. 65 00:03:35,900 --> 00:03:36,300 What? 66 00:03:36,920 --> 00:03:37,920 Those are my boots. 67 00:03:42,150 --> 00:03:43,590 They'll make some good winter boots. 68 00:03:45,270 --> 00:03:46,270 I know. 69 00:03:46,950 --> 00:03:48,450 That's what I said when I got them. 70 00:03:50,430 --> 00:03:51,730 They're my boots now, Tahir. 71 00:03:55,390 --> 00:03:56,390 They're my boots now. 72 00:04:38,320 --> 00:04:39,580 Come back again on Friday. 73 00:04:39,740 --> 00:04:41,220 It will be a delight to see you both. 74 00:04:42,760 --> 00:04:43,760 Assalamu alaikum. 75 00:04:43,900 --> 00:04:44,560 Assalamu alaikum. 76 00:04:44,760 --> 00:04:46,640 You come back for lunch any time you want. 77 00:04:49,680 --> 00:04:50,680 Assalamu alaikum, Tahir. 78 00:04:51,980 --> 00:04:53,200 Wa alaikum as-salam. 79 00:04:53,320 --> 00:04:54,340 Good to see you. 80 00:04:55,240 --> 00:04:56,240 Are you back? 81 00:04:56,320 --> 00:04:56,700 No. 82 00:04:57,100 --> 00:04:59,160 No, I just need some clothes and bedding. 83 00:04:59,161 --> 00:05:00,161 My things were stolen. 84 00:05:00,300 --> 00:05:00,620 How? 85 00:05:01,160 --> 00:05:02,940 I left the door to my penthouse open. 86 00:05:05,140 --> 00:05:06,140 Come inside. 87 00:05:06,180 --> 00:05:07,180 It's a thousand degrees. 88 00:05:13,760 --> 00:05:15,520 You don't want to come back into the program? 89 00:05:17,040 --> 00:05:17,480 No. 90 00:05:17,800 --> 00:05:18,480 Really, no. 91 00:05:18,540 --> 00:05:20,020 I just need some clothes and bedding. 92 00:05:20,300 --> 00:05:22,020 You can't just give out the clothes, Tahir. 93 00:05:23,580 --> 00:05:25,580 The clothing pickup is on Thursday between 3 and 5. 94 00:05:25,860 --> 00:05:27,180 You're welcome to come back then. 95 00:05:27,520 --> 00:05:28,920 And we don't give out bedding. 96 00:05:30,560 --> 00:05:32,100 It's going to rain this evening. 97 00:05:32,400 --> 00:05:33,720 So why not stay here tonight? 98 00:05:39,110 --> 00:05:40,110 Come back, Tahir. 99 00:05:41,730 --> 00:05:42,790 I shouldn't be here. 100 00:05:43,810 --> 00:05:45,390 This is exactly where you should be. 101 00:09:03,320 --> 00:09:04,800 Excuse me, can you spare a cigarette? 102 00:09:05,080 --> 00:09:06,080 Oh, sure. 103 00:09:07,360 --> 00:09:08,040 Here you go. 104 00:09:08,120 --> 00:09:08,600 Thank you. 105 00:09:09,100 --> 00:09:10,100 Here's another one. 106 00:09:10,720 --> 00:09:11,720 Hey, 107 00:09:38,260 --> 00:09:39,400 can you spare a cigarette? 108 00:09:39,980 --> 00:09:40,640 Thank you. 109 00:09:40,860 --> 00:09:41,860 Can I have one more? 110 00:09:41,920 --> 00:09:42,460 Hey, let's change. 111 00:09:42,461 --> 00:09:43,536 Excuse me, can you spare a cigarette? 112 00:09:43,560 --> 00:09:44,560 Thank you. 113 00:11:25,610 --> 00:11:26,810 Stop following me. 114 00:11:34,500 --> 00:11:35,500 What 115 00:12:01,370 --> 00:12:02,550 is your fucking problem? 116 00:12:03,350 --> 00:12:04,570 That is my jacket. 117 00:12:04,690 --> 00:12:05,690 Your what? 118 00:12:06,070 --> 00:12:07,190 That's my jacket. 119 00:12:07,350 --> 00:12:08,970 You got it back at Jerry's Alley. 120 00:12:12,470 --> 00:12:14,330 It's a hundred fucking degrees out. 121 00:12:14,490 --> 00:12:15,490 It is mine. 122 00:12:16,190 --> 00:12:17,330 You want your jacket? 123 00:12:17,510 --> 00:12:19,546 You just want your jacket, then you're going to leave me alone? 124 00:12:19,570 --> 00:12:20,630 I just want what is mine. 125 00:12:28,050 --> 00:12:29,050 Now go! 126 00:12:47,870 --> 00:12:48,990 Fucking bastard! 127 00:12:49,350 --> 00:12:51,130 You fucking bastard! 128 00:12:51,830 --> 00:12:52,830 You fucking... 129 00:12:54,350 --> 00:12:56,350 You fucking bastard! 130 00:12:57,030 --> 00:12:58,410 Why are you here? 131 00:12:59,130 --> 00:13:00,770 Why are you fucking here? 132 00:13:01,690 --> 00:13:06,990 I want... I want to go, please! 133 00:13:46,770 --> 00:13:47,830 Stay here for a minute. 134 00:14:01,670 --> 00:14:02,710 I made you a bed. 135 00:14:03,690 --> 00:14:04,690 At the end. 136 00:14:05,130 --> 00:14:06,450 On your own, you know? 137 00:14:57,920 --> 00:14:58,920 I'll sleep here. 138 00:16:04,080 --> 00:16:05,080 Good morning. 139 00:16:13,010 --> 00:16:13,410 Eat. 140 00:16:13,990 --> 00:16:15,050 That is nothing of me. 141 00:16:19,930 --> 00:16:20,930 What is your name? 142 00:17:44,250 --> 00:17:45,750 So, alright now, hit the drum. 143 00:17:45,770 --> 00:17:46,770 Ready? 144 00:17:50,140 --> 00:17:51,140 Go! 145 00:17:52,120 --> 00:17:53,120 Come on! 146 00:17:54,200 --> 00:17:54,620 Let's go. 147 00:17:55,220 --> 00:17:55,620 Go. 148 00:17:55,720 --> 00:17:56,200 Now here. 149 00:17:56,320 --> 00:17:57,320 Now here. 150 00:18:13,820 --> 00:18:14,840 You know, thank you. 151 00:18:14,880 --> 00:18:15,040 Really. 152 00:18:15,220 --> 00:18:15,900 We have no money. 153 00:18:16,140 --> 00:18:17,260 Tell him, I just ate my son. 154 00:18:17,660 --> 00:18:17,760 Ah? 155 00:18:17,840 --> 00:18:18,040 What? 156 00:18:18,760 --> 00:18:19,800 Why'd you eat my son? 157 00:18:20,040 --> 00:18:21,260 You gotta be fucking crazy. 158 00:18:21,300 --> 00:18:21,600 Let me. 159 00:18:21,780 --> 00:18:22,280 What's the problem? 160 00:18:22,560 --> 00:18:23,540 The bell, there. 161 00:18:23,560 --> 00:18:24,560 You want the money. 162 00:18:24,600 --> 00:18:25,240 Ha, ha, ha. 163 00:18:25,241 --> 00:18:25,780 You fag bastard. 164 00:18:26,240 --> 00:18:27,240 You must be kidding me. 165 00:18:27,480 --> 00:18:28,920 This is the busiest dude I ever met. 166 00:18:29,260 --> 00:18:30,260 Please, don't. 167 00:18:30,900 --> 00:18:31,300 Good morning. 168 00:18:31,301 --> 00:18:32,000 Good morning. 169 00:18:32,280 --> 00:18:34,900 You could never pay me enough to fill your small bill. 170 00:18:35,200 --> 00:18:36,200 Stop it. 171 00:18:36,560 --> 00:18:37,720 You speak French? 172 00:18:38,500 --> 00:18:39,500 Yes, why not? 173 00:18:40,180 --> 00:18:41,340 Because I'm on the street? 174 00:18:41,520 --> 00:18:43,280 Or because I'm a stupid American? 175 00:18:43,620 --> 00:18:45,480 No, we just heard you speak French. 176 00:18:45,780 --> 00:18:47,120 My parents are often passing by. 177 00:18:51,260 --> 00:18:52,260 My little friend. 178 00:18:53,220 --> 00:18:55,700 He just returned from his trip to Iraq. 179 00:18:55,900 --> 00:18:58,620 He becomes very agitated, like his first time with me. 180 00:18:59,680 --> 00:19:03,400 So... Why don't you show him how much you appreciate his music? 181 00:19:04,120 --> 00:19:05,120 Of course. 182 00:19:06,920 --> 00:19:07,960 Thank you. 183 00:19:12,380 --> 00:19:12,900 Goodbye. 184 00:19:13,340 --> 00:19:14,500 And welcome to America! 185 00:19:17,620 --> 00:19:18,720 What just happened? 186 00:19:20,200 --> 00:19:22,880 I just really liked your music and didn't know how to express it. 187 00:20:41,920 --> 00:20:43,060 Do you like movies? 188 00:20:43,420 --> 00:20:43,720 I do. 189 00:20:43,860 --> 00:20:47,620 Do you like Robert De Niro? 190 00:20:48,020 --> 00:20:48,840 I do. 191 00:20:48,900 --> 00:20:49,900 You do? 192 00:20:55,610 --> 00:20:59,050 Are you talking to me? 193 00:21:05,200 --> 00:21:06,200 What? 194 00:21:09,960 --> 00:21:11,640 I want to ask you a question. 195 00:21:12,080 --> 00:21:13,080 Okay. 196 00:21:15,940 --> 00:21:17,460 Do you really believe? 197 00:21:19,160 --> 00:21:19,940 Yes. 198 00:21:20,100 --> 00:21:20,780 Yes. 199 00:21:20,820 --> 00:21:21,220 Yes. 200 00:21:21,580 --> 00:21:23,020 But I mean... 201 00:21:24,200 --> 00:21:26,120 Do you really believe? 202 00:21:27,420 --> 00:21:28,440 Hold my heart. 203 00:21:31,850 --> 00:21:32,850 Okay. 204 00:21:34,630 --> 00:21:35,630 What? 205 00:21:36,290 --> 00:21:38,150 Seems a bit unwarranted, doesn't it? 206 00:21:38,370 --> 00:21:39,370 Why? 207 00:21:40,070 --> 00:21:41,630 Oh my God! 208 00:21:45,360 --> 00:21:46,360 What? 209 00:21:47,900 --> 00:21:48,900 You're a hobo! 210 00:21:49,040 --> 00:21:49,800 You're a tramp! 211 00:21:50,060 --> 00:21:50,240 So? 212 00:21:50,360 --> 00:21:53,000 So he doesn't really seem to have blessed you very much, does he? 213 00:21:55,240 --> 00:21:58,553 The Prophet said, I looked into paradise and 214 00:21:58,554 --> 00:22:01,440 the majority of his dwellers were the poor. 215 00:22:02,200 --> 00:22:02,840 So? 216 00:22:03,200 --> 00:22:06,740 So, in heaven, the poor will have recompense. 217 00:22:08,980 --> 00:22:10,080 After he died. 218 00:22:14,960 --> 00:22:16,800 That's convenient, isn't it? 219 00:22:18,740 --> 00:22:19,840 That's what you say. 220 00:22:20,700 --> 00:22:22,040 That's what you say! 221 00:22:24,400 --> 00:22:27,900 Besides, he blesses me all the time. 222 00:22:28,020 --> 00:22:29,020 I'm sorry. 223 00:23:31,870 --> 00:23:51,250 Just give me a few days. 224 00:23:51,310 --> 00:23:52,390 Can you give me a few days? 225 00:23:52,590 --> 00:23:53,590 A few days? 226 00:23:54,410 --> 00:23:55,570 I can't do that. 227 00:23:55,850 --> 00:23:57,270 Why would I do that? 228 00:23:58,950 --> 00:24:00,310 Because I don't have it. 229 00:24:00,530 --> 00:24:02,090 I can't give it to you. 230 00:24:02,510 --> 00:24:03,410 You got something? 231 00:24:03,411 --> 00:24:05,170 I got five fucking dollars. 232 00:24:05,810 --> 00:24:06,990 Look, you want it? 233 00:24:07,050 --> 00:24:08,050 You can have it. 234 00:24:09,190 --> 00:24:09,850 Don't do it. 235 00:24:09,910 --> 00:24:10,910 Five dollars. 236 00:24:11,590 --> 00:24:12,930 So, give me a few days. 237 00:24:13,950 --> 00:24:16,170 Or, you could be nice to me. 238 00:24:17,970 --> 00:24:18,410 Tahir! 239 00:24:18,530 --> 00:24:19,530 Stop! 240 00:24:20,170 --> 00:24:22,250 I don't have money! 241 00:24:22,670 --> 00:24:24,430 You shut up! 242 00:24:24,770 --> 00:24:26,450 It doesn't matter how much you owe him. 243 00:24:26,590 --> 00:24:27,590 Man, why you give a fuck? 244 00:24:27,690 --> 00:24:28,790 Because she is my woman. 245 00:24:29,490 --> 00:24:29,930 Yeah. 246 00:24:30,310 --> 00:24:31,390 For the right price. 247 00:24:33,670 --> 00:24:34,790 Fuck, man. 248 00:24:40,120 --> 00:24:41,520 How much does she owe you? 249 00:24:42,620 --> 00:24:43,620 Half a bundle. 250 00:24:43,700 --> 00:24:44,240 What is that? 251 00:24:44,640 --> 00:24:46,160 Fifty dollars, you crazy motherfucker. 252 00:24:46,340 --> 00:24:47,340 Here. 253 00:24:47,440 --> 00:24:48,160 Here it is. 254 00:24:48,340 --> 00:24:51,260 Ten, twenty, thirty, fuck. 255 00:24:51,720 --> 00:24:53,380 It's all the money I have in the world. 256 00:24:53,580 --> 00:24:57,460 If I ever see you near her again, you see me again. 257 00:25:34,850 --> 00:25:36,250 Thanks. 258 00:26:14,220 --> 00:26:15,620 Do 259 00:26:22,120 --> 00:26:23,120 you feel remorse? 260 00:26:23,760 --> 00:26:24,760 I do. 261 00:26:25,660 --> 00:26:27,780 Do you resolve never to commit this sin again? 262 00:26:28,920 --> 00:26:29,920 Yes. 263 00:26:31,080 --> 00:26:33,080 Have you made restitution for this sin? 264 00:26:33,900 --> 00:26:34,940 Made recompense? 265 00:26:36,580 --> 00:26:37,580 I can't. 266 00:26:39,960 --> 00:26:41,120 The man you beat up? 267 00:26:50,290 --> 00:26:54,630 Whatever this sin is, it is a private matter between you and Allah. 268 00:26:54,990 --> 00:27:00,130 If your repentance is sincere, you need only ask, Allah forgive me. 269 00:27:00,290 --> 00:27:04,130 He will forgive. 270 00:27:04,750 --> 00:27:08,010 I pray to repent, not for forgiveness. 271 00:27:09,410 --> 00:27:11,130 Allah forgives, Tahir. 272 00:27:12,450 --> 00:27:14,450 The objective is to be forgiven. 273 00:27:15,270 --> 00:27:17,070 Not to be judged and condemned. 274 00:27:17,670 --> 00:27:20,870 But, you must make a restitution. 275 00:27:21,770 --> 00:27:23,110 You must put it right. 276 00:27:37,710 --> 00:27:39,230 Did you get what you needed? 277 00:27:42,170 --> 00:27:43,170 Do you? 278 00:27:43,990 --> 00:27:44,990 No. 279 00:27:45,110 --> 00:27:46,110 Bad day. 280 00:27:47,470 --> 00:27:48,890 We'll be hungry tonight. 281 00:27:52,110 --> 00:27:53,530 What is it we are waiting for? 282 00:27:54,530 --> 00:27:56,010 For God to provide. 283 00:27:58,050 --> 00:27:59,050 What? 284 00:28:00,130 --> 00:28:01,130 The 285 00:28:16,160 --> 00:28:19,920 thirst inside me Has drained 286 00:28:26,280 --> 00:28:30,420 me so Of love for you With amorous 287 00:28:53,100 --> 00:28:55,220 love for you We gotta go! 288 00:28:56,580 --> 00:29:24,160 This way! 289 00:29:24,240 --> 00:29:25,240 Come! 290 00:29:55,360 --> 00:29:56,360 Over here! 291 00:30:05,670 --> 00:30:06,670 Let's leave it. 292 00:30:08,590 --> 00:30:09,250 Someone's home. 293 00:30:09,330 --> 00:30:10,366 That's why the door's open. 294 00:30:10,390 --> 00:30:11,630 Rich people are careless. 295 00:30:11,950 --> 00:30:12,950 That's why it's open. 296 00:30:17,890 --> 00:30:18,890 Hannah? 297 00:30:32,540 --> 00:30:33,540 Hannah? 298 00:30:38,875 --> 00:30:39,910 Where are you, Hannah? 299 00:30:53,520 --> 00:30:55,030 It's not much, but it's home. 300 00:30:55,380 --> 00:30:56,070 We need to leave. 301 00:30:56,210 --> 00:30:56,450 Now. 302 00:30:56,630 --> 00:30:57,630 Why? 303 00:30:57,765 --> 00:30:58,925 It's someone's house, Hannah. 304 00:30:59,520 --> 00:31:00,920 But they're not using it right now. 305 00:31:01,030 --> 00:31:01,510 What? 306 00:31:01,790 --> 00:31:02,790 They're at the beach. 307 00:31:04,260 --> 00:31:05,260 Put the drink down. 308 00:31:05,390 --> 00:31:06,050 But they have kids. 309 00:31:06,280 --> 00:31:06,950 It's summer. 310 00:31:07,180 --> 00:31:07,790 They're rich. 311 00:31:07,880 --> 00:31:08,610 They're at the beach. 312 00:31:08,790 --> 00:31:09,790 The Hamptons. 313 00:31:10,030 --> 00:31:11,410 Maybe even Europe somewhere. 314 00:31:11,670 --> 00:31:11,910 No. 315 00:31:11,911 --> 00:31:14,650 No, it's... Definitely at the beach. 316 00:31:14,810 --> 00:31:16,010 No, Hannah, we can't. 317 00:31:16,130 --> 00:31:17,130 To here. 318 00:31:18,160 --> 00:31:19,160 We need something good. 319 00:31:20,130 --> 00:31:22,070 This is something good. 320 00:31:22,300 --> 00:31:23,300 This is wrong. 321 00:31:23,410 --> 00:31:24,410 It's dangerous. 322 00:31:28,740 --> 00:31:29,740 I want a cake. 323 00:31:32,840 --> 00:31:33,920 I could kick in this place. 324 00:31:55,490 --> 00:31:56,490 Found it. 325 00:31:58,500 --> 00:31:59,500 Gone till September. 326 00:32:00,610 --> 00:32:01,610 Okay. 327 00:32:02,290 --> 00:32:03,930 But we keep our bags packed by the door. 328 00:32:07,550 --> 00:32:08,590 Have you done this before? 329 00:32:08,960 --> 00:32:09,960 Mm-hmm. 330 00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:11,000 What do I do? 331 00:32:11,820 --> 00:32:12,820 Not tonight. 332 00:32:13,375 --> 00:32:14,375 Tonight always wins. 333 00:32:14,420 --> 00:32:15,420 Start tomorrow. 334 00:32:17,260 --> 00:32:18,260 Tonight we celebrate. 335 00:33:22,110 --> 00:33:26,040 So I am barefoot and my shoes didn't fit. 336 00:33:27,690 --> 00:33:28,560 I smell chicken. 337 00:33:28,680 --> 00:33:29,680 Did you find chicken? 338 00:33:39,320 --> 00:33:40,840 You feel unbelievably stupid suddenly. 339 00:33:44,390 --> 00:33:45,950 You must look like a zombie Goldilocks. 340 00:33:48,570 --> 00:33:50,130 This is where you should say something. 341 00:33:51,610 --> 00:33:53,250 Actually, don't say anything. 342 00:33:53,450 --> 00:33:55,370 I'm just going to peel potatoes. 343 00:33:55,390 --> 00:33:56,786 I forgot how to speak for a second. 344 00:33:56,810 --> 00:33:58,790 You are more beautiful than I have words for. 345 00:34:04,015 --> 00:34:05,015 Let's not go overboard. 346 00:34:10,920 --> 00:34:12,060 Why don't you set the table? 347 00:34:12,900 --> 00:34:14,680 I found placemats and everything in there. 348 00:34:19,005 --> 00:34:21,845 Just because something is hard to comprehend doesn't mean it's not true. 349 00:34:23,340 --> 00:34:24,920 How old do you think the world is? 350 00:34:25,950 --> 00:34:27,720 About four and a half billion years old. 351 00:34:27,721 --> 00:34:28,721 Oh! 352 00:34:28,920 --> 00:34:29,660 Okay, good. 353 00:34:29,840 --> 00:34:30,960 So you're not a creationist. 354 00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:34,140 Have you ever been to Nigeria? 355 00:34:34,960 --> 00:34:36,220 I am from Lagos. 356 00:34:36,340 --> 00:34:38,820 We have skyscrapers and a rail system. 357 00:34:39,980 --> 00:34:42,560 You picture me running around in a loincloth. 358 00:34:44,880 --> 00:34:45,660 Okay, fine. 359 00:34:45,860 --> 00:34:50,960 So we've established that you're not a creationist and I am a borderline racist. 360 00:34:52,260 --> 00:34:53,780 How long has man been on Earth? 361 00:34:54,200 --> 00:34:56,040 About a hundred and thirty thousand years. 362 00:34:56,760 --> 00:34:58,060 And God appeared when? 363 00:34:59,780 --> 00:35:02,040 To Abraham about four thousand years ago. 364 00:35:02,620 --> 00:35:05,926 So for a hundred and twenty-six thousand years of 365 00:35:05,927 --> 00:35:09,920 uninterrupted squalor and disease, God was fine with it? 366 00:35:10,800 --> 00:35:13,053 He just sat on his hands and then four thousand 367 00:35:13,054 --> 00:35:15,961 years ago decides to do something about it? 368 00:35:16,000 --> 00:35:17,540 I don't claim to understand. 369 00:35:19,040 --> 00:35:20,140 But I know this. 370 00:35:20,920 --> 00:35:23,440 When I pray, I am with Allah. 371 00:35:23,740 --> 00:35:25,120 He speaks to me alone. 372 00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:27,040 He talks. 373 00:35:27,560 --> 00:35:29,120 Not to my mind, but to my heart. 374 00:35:31,620 --> 00:35:32,620 What do you believe? 375 00:35:36,590 --> 00:35:38,190 Well, I believe I need another drink. 376 00:35:38,850 --> 00:35:39,630 I mean it. 377 00:35:39,650 --> 00:35:40,650 What do you believe? 378 00:35:41,610 --> 00:35:42,610 That there is nothing? 379 00:35:43,150 --> 00:35:45,390 If there is nothing, then how do you explain all of this? 380 00:35:45,890 --> 00:35:47,170 I can't comprehend it. 381 00:35:47,550 --> 00:35:50,990 Well, just because you can't comprehend something doesn't mean it isn't true. 382 00:35:53,870 --> 00:35:55,110 Now you are just being clever. 383 00:35:55,430 --> 00:35:56,230 Answer the question. 384 00:35:56,231 --> 00:35:59,950 I believe in the Big Bang. 385 00:36:01,270 --> 00:36:02,270 Okay. 386 00:36:03,830 --> 00:36:05,210 So who made the Big Bang? 387 00:36:06,250 --> 00:36:07,810 Well, that's the problem. 388 00:36:08,410 --> 00:36:08,950 Yes. 389 00:36:09,350 --> 00:36:13,350 But I see no reason to solve it with an even bigger problem. 390 00:36:15,390 --> 00:36:16,390 What do you mean? 391 00:36:17,810 --> 00:36:18,810 What made God? 392 00:36:21,450 --> 00:36:22,450 Well, Allah is eternal. 393 00:36:23,130 --> 00:36:24,610 Hard to substantiate though, isn't it? 394 00:36:24,611 --> 00:36:25,970 Why can't we see God? 395 00:36:26,050 --> 00:36:26,750 Where does He live? 396 00:36:26,990 --> 00:36:30,210 And why does He turn otherwise good people into murderers in His name? 397 00:36:34,220 --> 00:36:34,960 You're funny. 398 00:36:35,180 --> 00:36:36,180 In what way? 399 00:36:37,340 --> 00:36:38,340 In a contradictory way. 400 00:36:40,365 --> 00:36:41,940 I am not the first Muslim to drink. 401 00:36:42,160 --> 00:36:44,480 I'm not talking about a sneaky beer before Ramadan. 402 00:36:44,620 --> 00:36:45,620 You properly drink. 403 00:36:45,680 --> 00:36:47,400 Well, you use this drug that harms you. 404 00:36:48,085 --> 00:36:49,800 You're talking about cognitive dissonance. 405 00:36:49,920 --> 00:36:51,920 Heroin dulls the pain, but it'll probably kill me. 406 00:36:52,220 --> 00:36:54,620 But that assumes that I see dissonance and not cognizance. 407 00:37:03,080 --> 00:37:04,380 I need to use the powder room. 408 00:37:45,320 --> 00:37:46,320 Are you tired? 409 00:37:52,850 --> 00:37:54,610 Not ready for tomorrow to come yet. 410 00:38:01,420 --> 00:38:02,420 Come to bed with me. 411 00:38:09,430 --> 00:38:10,870 I used to live in a place like this. 412 00:38:13,230 --> 00:38:14,630 I used to sleep in a bed like that. 413 00:38:17,070 --> 00:38:18,070 I was married. 414 00:38:18,450 --> 00:38:19,450 It's all right, Hannah. 415 00:38:20,140 --> 00:38:21,340 I know it's fucking all right. 416 00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:26,600 He was a surgeon. 417 00:38:27,660 --> 00:38:29,580 He enlisted in the reserves after 9-11. 418 00:38:32,140 --> 00:38:34,840 And then someone came to my house and told me he was gone. 419 00:38:35,070 --> 00:38:36,070 Just like that. 420 00:38:37,860 --> 00:38:40,160 The coffee in my hand was still warm and he was gone. 421 00:38:42,540 --> 00:38:45,380 He was killed in a terrorist attack on a military checkpoint. 422 00:38:54,430 --> 00:38:56,350 I didn't know how to be in the world without him. 423 00:38:59,580 --> 00:39:00,790 And now I've made such a mess. 424 00:39:04,610 --> 00:39:06,290 I don't know how to be in the world at all. 425 00:39:11,585 --> 00:39:13,060 It'll be different this time. 426 00:39:13,930 --> 00:39:15,520 It'll be exactly the same this time. 427 00:39:48,240 --> 00:39:49,240 Hannah? 428 00:40:04,000 --> 00:40:05,000 Hannah? 429 00:40:09,420 --> 00:40:10,420 Please don't come in. 430 00:41:21,790 --> 00:41:22,880 Oh, this is bad. 431 00:41:23,820 --> 00:41:24,760 This is bad. 432 00:41:24,840 --> 00:41:25,840 Something's wrong. 433 00:41:26,530 --> 00:41:27,530 I've done this before. 434 00:41:27,560 --> 00:41:28,180 I'm telling you this. 435 00:41:28,455 --> 00:41:29,756 I'm telling you something is wrong. 436 00:41:29,780 --> 00:41:31,260 You know people hemorrhage from this. 437 00:41:31,810 --> 00:41:33,716 You don't even have a fucking aneurysm from withdrawal. 438 00:41:33,740 --> 00:41:35,440 My fucking head is dying here. 439 00:41:36,580 --> 00:41:38,080 You've come so far, Hannah. 440 00:41:38,100 --> 00:41:38,820 We're nearly there. 441 00:41:39,020 --> 00:41:39,660 We're nowhere. 442 00:41:39,820 --> 00:41:41,300 I'm the only person here in pain. 443 00:41:42,640 --> 00:41:43,240 Fuck this. 444 00:41:43,320 --> 00:41:44,320 I can do what I choose. 445 00:41:44,560 --> 00:41:45,480 I choose out. 446 00:41:45,580 --> 00:41:47,680 I choose out and you can't fucking stop me. 447 00:41:47,681 --> 00:41:48,540 You're right. 448 00:41:48,580 --> 00:41:49,360 I can't stop you. 449 00:41:49,400 --> 00:41:49,680 That's right. 450 00:41:49,780 --> 00:41:50,800 You can't stop me. 451 00:41:50,860 --> 00:41:51,180 You're right. 452 00:41:51,260 --> 00:41:52,400 I can't stop you. 453 00:41:57,080 --> 00:41:58,200 Sleep would help. 454 00:42:11,630 --> 00:42:12,710 Nothing lasts really. 455 00:42:13,720 --> 00:42:14,920 Neither happiness nor despair. 456 00:42:16,180 --> 00:42:17,570 Not even life lasts very long. 457 00:42:19,390 --> 00:42:22,270 There'll come a time in the future when I shan't mind about this anymore. 458 00:42:23,450 --> 00:42:26,710 When I can look back and say quite peacefully and cheerfully how silly I was. 459 00:42:29,120 --> 00:42:31,230 No, no, I don't want that time to come ever. 460 00:42:32,865 --> 00:42:34,150 I want to remember every minute. 461 00:42:36,050 --> 00:42:37,050 Always. 462 00:42:38,820 --> 00:42:40,430 Always to the end of my days. 463 00:42:56,620 --> 00:42:58,040 I need to make some money. 464 00:42:58,460 --> 00:42:59,980 Will you be alright all your own? 465 00:43:14,560 --> 00:43:15,360 Excuse me. 466 00:43:15,380 --> 00:43:16,560 I was watching you play. 467 00:43:16,660 --> 00:43:18,380 You're good. 468 00:43:18,381 --> 00:43:19,800 I mean, it was really something. 469 00:43:19,940 --> 00:43:20,940 Thank you. 470 00:43:22,220 --> 00:43:23,220 Oh, my pleasure. 471 00:43:26,610 --> 00:43:27,610 What do you want? 472 00:43:30,190 --> 00:43:33,232 Um, so I was talking to those, uh, those, uh, guys 473 00:43:33,233 --> 00:43:37,350 over there and they said that they'd seen you with her. 474 00:43:38,890 --> 00:43:40,410 This is my daughter, Hannah. 475 00:43:42,690 --> 00:43:44,410 Is this your, is that your girlfriend? 476 00:43:45,250 --> 00:43:46,270 I'm not with anyone. 477 00:43:46,390 --> 00:43:47,426 I don't know your daughter. 478 00:43:47,450 --> 00:43:47,890 I'm sorry. 479 00:43:48,070 --> 00:43:49,710 This is really important to me. 480 00:43:49,711 --> 00:43:51,046 Would you look again, please, sir? 481 00:43:51,070 --> 00:43:52,930 Just, I mean, I'm sure she's changed. 482 00:43:53,010 --> 00:43:55,610 It's an older picture, but I would think you could recognize her. 483 00:43:55,910 --> 00:43:58,190 Please, just, would you just please look at it again? 484 00:43:58,350 --> 00:43:59,190 I don't need to. 485 00:43:59,330 --> 00:44:01,230 Those men just took your money. 486 00:44:10,360 --> 00:44:13,140 I'm sorry to bother you, but really... 487 00:44:21,060 --> 00:44:21,640 No, no. 488 00:44:22,020 --> 00:44:23,480 You see, no, I, I, I'm sorry. 489 00:44:23,540 --> 00:44:24,540 I don't buy it. 490 00:44:25,320 --> 00:44:26,320 I don't buy it. 491 00:44:26,940 --> 00:44:27,960 And I'll tell you why. 492 00:44:27,980 --> 00:44:31,740 I've been out west and I, I retired out there a few years ago. 493 00:44:31,800 --> 00:44:32,600 But every month for the people who come to me, I'm not going to buy it. 494 00:44:32,601 --> 00:44:32,851 But the truth is I've been coming from all over 495 00:44:32,852 --> 00:44:33,440 the world for the past three and a half years. 496 00:44:33,520 --> 00:44:36,200 I've been coming back here to look for my daughter. 497 00:44:36,760 --> 00:44:38,920 And I can't tell you how many false leads I've got. 498 00:44:39,060 --> 00:44:39,240 You know? 499 00:44:39,280 --> 00:44:41,080 Lots of people lie to you to take your money. 500 00:44:41,240 --> 00:44:43,449 But nobody ever said that guy over there, 501 00:44:43,450 --> 00:44:45,700 right, right over there, he knows your daughter. 502 00:44:45,980 --> 00:44:47,436 Because that'd be a stupid lie, right? 503 00:44:47,460 --> 00:44:49,680 Because then I'd go back and I'd come and get my money. 504 00:44:50,960 --> 00:44:52,440 I believe you do know her. 505 00:44:54,400 --> 00:44:55,900 So I'm going to ask you a favor. 506 00:44:58,680 --> 00:44:59,080 Okay. 507 00:44:59,260 --> 00:45:00,120 This is Jake. 508 00:45:00,200 --> 00:45:01,500 This is Jake. 509 00:45:01,501 --> 00:45:04,720 Jake... he needs his mother. 510 00:45:07,760 --> 00:45:09,180 I'm sorry for your trouble. 511 00:45:10,280 --> 00:45:13,600 Really, I... I don't know her. 512 00:45:23,700 --> 00:45:26,660 If you concentrate hard enough, you can change the colors of the lights. 513 00:45:30,350 --> 00:45:31,570 It's not faith, by the way. 514 00:45:32,170 --> 00:45:33,170 It's willpower. 515 00:45:33,750 --> 00:45:36,310 If you would say God can change the colors, I'm saying we can. 516 00:45:38,490 --> 00:45:39,490 Come on, try with me. 517 00:45:39,590 --> 00:45:40,590 No. 518 00:45:41,250 --> 00:45:42,906 Didn't God tell us to try everything once? 519 00:45:42,930 --> 00:45:43,950 No, he didn't. 520 00:45:43,970 --> 00:45:44,970 Why didn't he? 521 00:45:45,190 --> 00:45:46,910 Because some things are just wrong. 522 00:45:51,180 --> 00:45:52,180 So... 523 00:45:52,780 --> 00:45:54,991 He covered the Earth in highly addictive and highly 524 00:45:54,992 --> 00:45:57,241 yummy heroin, but we're not supposed to use it. 525 00:45:57,480 --> 00:45:57,960 Right. 526 00:45:58,460 --> 00:46:00,260 Despite it growing naturally on his Earth. 527 00:46:00,780 --> 00:46:01,780 That's right. 528 00:46:03,500 --> 00:46:05,220 Sneaky little prankster God is. 529 00:46:08,990 --> 00:46:09,990 Are you concentrating? 530 00:46:10,330 --> 00:46:11,330 Stop now. 531 00:46:12,450 --> 00:46:13,450 Shame on you. 532 00:46:13,570 --> 00:46:14,570 Excuse me? 533 00:46:14,750 --> 00:46:15,750 Shame on you. 534 00:46:18,930 --> 00:46:20,050 You have a child. 535 00:46:20,850 --> 00:46:22,030 And he has nothing. 536 00:46:22,170 --> 00:46:23,910 No mother, no father. 537 00:46:23,990 --> 00:46:24,670 And for what? 538 00:46:24,810 --> 00:46:25,810 Because you are broken? 539 00:46:26,050 --> 00:46:26,870 What are you doing? 540 00:46:26,950 --> 00:46:27,630 Look at the photograph. 541 00:46:27,930 --> 00:46:28,530 He is alone. 542 00:46:28,790 --> 00:46:31,430 You have never seen a boy who looks more alone. 543 00:46:32,090 --> 00:46:32,890 Look at him! 544 00:46:33,010 --> 00:46:34,210 My grief is many things. 545 00:46:34,950 --> 00:46:37,085 It has made me behave in ways that I regret 546 00:46:37,086 --> 00:46:39,450 and in ways that I do not fully understand yet. 547 00:46:39,470 --> 00:46:42,350 But the one thing I know it is is overwhelmingly my fucking business! 548 00:46:42,730 --> 00:46:43,270 Talk to me. 549 00:46:43,730 --> 00:46:44,390 Tell me. 550 00:46:44,470 --> 00:46:45,690 How could you do this? 551 00:46:45,691 --> 00:46:46,990 Who are you? 552 00:46:47,050 --> 00:46:48,050 Who am I? 553 00:46:48,590 --> 00:46:51,386 I am a woman with a murdered husband, a heroin 554 00:46:51,387 --> 00:46:53,950 addiction and a child that I haven't been a mother to. 555 00:46:54,050 --> 00:46:55,250 Who the fuck are you? 556 00:46:56,690 --> 00:46:58,770 You know everything about me. 557 00:46:58,810 --> 00:47:00,550 You've left me with no shade. 558 00:47:00,890 --> 00:47:04,450 And meanwhile I know not one fucking thing about you. 559 00:47:05,030 --> 00:47:06,030 Not a thing. 560 00:47:06,110 --> 00:47:06,890 Who am I? 561 00:47:06,950 --> 00:47:08,190 Who the fuck are you? 562 00:47:11,130 --> 00:47:13,010 You don't want to know who I am. 563 00:47:13,210 --> 00:47:14,230 I think I do. 564 00:47:18,150 --> 00:47:26,150 I come from a place more violent than you can imagine yes I watched my wife pulled 565 00:47:26,151 --> 00:47:33,770 from under our bed raped and murdered while I hid in a cupboard with our son the 566 00:47:33,771 --> 00:47:38,970 whole time she looked at me and I looked at her my hand still over my Ibrahim's 567 00:47:38,971 --> 00:47:42,419 mouth after we ran to the streets to hide in a 568 00:47:42,420 --> 00:47:46,191 crowd but in that That crowded bullet chose my son. 569 00:47:49,380 --> 00:47:51,540 I'd give anything to be with him again. 570 00:47:53,160 --> 00:47:55,240 I'd give anything to see my boy again. 571 00:47:58,200 --> 00:48:00,040 That's why I don't understand you. 572 00:48:12,475 --> 00:48:13,360 I'm sorry, Tim. 573 00:48:13,380 --> 00:48:14,380 I am not finished. 574 00:48:17,680 --> 00:48:18,680 Why? 575 00:48:21,420 --> 00:48:23,400 At the funeral, a man came to me. 576 00:48:24,020 --> 00:48:27,460 And he said, Tahir, Islam is a beautiful flower. 577 00:48:29,160 --> 00:48:30,860 But sometimes it needs thorns. 578 00:48:33,340 --> 00:48:35,760 The next day, I joined Boko Haram. 579 00:48:37,660 --> 00:48:39,740 What is Boko Haram? 580 00:48:40,900 --> 00:48:43,820 I became a murderer of women and children. 581 00:48:47,060 --> 00:48:48,380 I burnt churches. 582 00:48:49,180 --> 00:48:53,780 I burnt schools, police stations, military checkpoints. 583 00:48:53,781 --> 00:48:55,220 That's who I am. 584 00:48:56,240 --> 00:48:58,160 I watched people burn. 585 00:48:58,920 --> 00:48:59,960 And for nothing. 586 00:49:00,600 --> 00:49:02,000 I watched people die. 587 00:49:02,420 --> 00:49:03,420 Like your husband. 588 00:49:05,140 --> 00:49:07,000 There is no peace in it, Hana. 589 00:50:08,400 --> 00:50:09,740 Hana, I'm sorry if... 590 00:50:13,060 --> 00:50:14,060 Please, no. 591 00:50:15,940 --> 00:50:16,940 Don't. 592 00:50:23,050 --> 00:50:24,820 You can get back to your life, Hana. 593 00:50:27,500 --> 00:50:28,600 You can have it all back. 594 00:51:21,120 --> 00:51:22,890 I recognize that I need something different. 595 00:51:25,090 --> 00:51:26,090 I tried to disappear. 596 00:51:29,470 --> 00:51:30,970 But my son held me in life. 597 00:51:35,540 --> 00:51:37,100 What I did is unforgivable. 598 00:51:43,440 --> 00:51:44,720 Can you help me get back to him? 599 00:51:46,440 --> 00:51:47,440 Who are you? 600 00:52:25,880 --> 00:52:26,880 Yae. 601 00:52:27,160 --> 00:52:28,160 I 602 00:52:47,750 --> 00:52:55,750 can't crappy 603 00:53:07,620 --> 00:53:10,352 you if you can't fix my heart and soul .imme you can't go 604 00:53:10,353 --> 00:53:12,516 to heaven if not means you cannot have a life of peace. 605 00:53:12,540 --> 00:53:15,180 You are the light to take my life away from the cold. 606 00:53:15,181 --> 00:53:15,180 Ai. 607 00:53:15,340 --> 00:53:15,620 I won't be a coward. 608 00:53:15,621 --> 00:53:15,620 Will I die? 609 00:53:15,621 --> 00:53:19,020 All right thanks for sharing everybody. 610 00:53:19,280 --> 00:53:20,280 Thank you. 611 00:53:20,720 --> 00:53:22,240 Now remember this is your rooms y'all. 612 00:53:22,480 --> 00:53:23,480 Keep coming back. 613 00:53:23,780 --> 00:53:26,080 It works if you work it, right? 614 00:53:29,220 --> 00:53:32,140 Hey hun, why are you running off to such a hurry? 615 00:53:32,160 --> 00:53:32,680 I need to have that extension. 616 00:53:33,020 --> 00:53:35,860 I didn't want to miss the meeting but I got to get it to the landlord before he 617 00:53:35,861 --> 00:53:38,236 clocks off at 6 otherwise we're gonna be out of our area, you know? 618 00:53:38,260 --> 00:53:39,000 So I really gotta run. 619 00:53:39,200 --> 00:53:42,240 All right you run off but I want you to think about cheering some time, okay? 620 00:53:42,241 --> 00:53:43,280 Okay I will, see ya. 621 00:53:43,360 --> 00:53:43,520 All right. 622 00:53:43,521 --> 00:53:44,780 Thanks for coming. 623 00:53:44,960 --> 00:53:46,020 Take care. 624 00:53:46,500 --> 00:53:47,800 Thanks for sharing too, man. 625 00:54:06,430 --> 00:54:07,430 How did it go? 626 00:54:07,590 --> 00:54:10,290 She was...incredibly nice. 627 00:54:10,550 --> 00:54:12,990 She was a 10-day extension while our case is reviewed. 628 00:54:13,670 --> 00:54:16,747 Which she reminded me would be denied because you 629 00:54:16,748 --> 00:54:19,350 don't have your papers and we're not married but... 630 00:54:20,490 --> 00:54:23,570 with the storm coming, I don't know. 631 00:54:24,010 --> 00:54:25,210 She chose to be nice. 632 00:54:27,370 --> 00:54:28,750 She even let me sign for you. 633 00:54:28,770 --> 00:54:30,610 I came for you and I told her how sick you are. 634 00:54:31,850 --> 00:54:35,330 You should have seen Terry's face downstairs when I handed him the extension net. 635 00:54:35,590 --> 00:54:38,150 I thought he was going to break his teeth. 636 00:54:38,270 --> 00:54:39,430 He clenched his jaw so tight. 637 00:54:41,770 --> 00:54:42,770 How are you feeling? 638 00:54:43,830 --> 00:54:45,250 A bit better, I think. 639 00:54:47,130 --> 00:54:49,330 I'm going to make you a bowl of hot water to steam with. 640 00:54:50,530 --> 00:54:51,950 So what are we going to do? 641 00:54:52,010 --> 00:54:52,610 We need a plan. 642 00:54:52,810 --> 00:54:53,810 We have a plan. 643 00:54:54,150 --> 00:54:55,270 We're going to get you well. 644 00:54:55,370 --> 00:54:57,970 And then I'm going to find us a place to move to in ten days time. 645 00:54:58,770 --> 00:55:02,046 And then in three weeks I'll have finished my internship and I can get a proper job. 646 00:55:02,070 --> 00:55:06,110 So if we cannot find a place in ten days, I will go to a men's shelter. 647 00:55:06,250 --> 00:55:07,530 No, we stick together. 648 00:55:08,050 --> 00:55:09,570 I just got us ten days. 649 00:55:09,630 --> 00:55:11,426 Why are you trying to get rid of me before I've even tried? 650 00:55:11,450 --> 00:55:12,770 I just need to know you are safe. 651 00:55:19,550 --> 00:55:20,870 Like a grumpy old man. 652 00:55:28,430 --> 00:55:29,430 Come on, grumpy. 653 00:55:39,730 --> 00:55:40,770 Put your head down. 654 00:55:44,900 --> 00:55:45,900 How do you feel today? 655 00:55:47,020 --> 00:55:48,060 Did you make your meeting? 656 00:55:48,470 --> 00:55:49,470 Mm-hmm. 657 00:55:49,940 --> 00:55:52,300 Nearly missed, though, because of the whole extension thing. 658 00:55:52,720 --> 00:55:53,920 You can't afford to miss, huh? 659 00:55:53,990 --> 00:55:54,990 I didn't miss. 660 00:55:56,020 --> 00:55:57,380 I'll tell you what I can't afford. 661 00:55:57,470 --> 00:56:01,010 I can't afford to spend a winter in a women's shelter around a bunch of addicts. 662 00:56:03,785 --> 00:56:05,190 Maybe you are ready to go home. 663 00:56:08,800 --> 00:56:09,800 Would you come? 664 00:56:17,380 --> 00:56:18,380 I'm not ready yet. 665 00:56:21,850 --> 00:56:24,130 When I go home to him, I want it to be for good this time. 666 00:56:27,570 --> 00:56:28,570 It's funny. 667 00:56:31,045 --> 00:56:32,690 Today, I realized I can see the future. 668 00:56:34,250 --> 00:56:37,030 I don't mean in a paranormal way. 669 00:56:37,670 --> 00:56:40,530 I just hadn't given it much thought in a while. 670 00:56:45,890 --> 00:56:47,820 Today, I was able to see myself back with Jake. 671 00:56:52,360 --> 00:56:53,560 Then I saw him a little older. 672 00:56:55,380 --> 00:56:57,020 He was walking down the street somewhere. 673 00:56:59,830 --> 00:57:01,030 He was holding hands with you. 674 00:57:03,125 --> 00:57:04,440 I saw us at his graduation. 675 00:57:07,955 --> 00:57:10,260 And to hear I saw us all together. 676 00:57:12,370 --> 00:57:13,400 Can you imagine? 677 00:57:15,460 --> 00:57:18,180 I haven't been able to see past a day in so long. 678 00:57:18,460 --> 00:57:23,960 And I just thought about what we would do. 679 00:57:23,980 --> 00:57:25,660 And I just thought about what we would do. 680 00:57:26,710 --> 00:57:27,710 Where we would go. 681 00:57:30,015 --> 00:57:31,020 It was nice, you know? 682 00:57:33,540 --> 00:57:34,540 Simple. 683 00:57:37,670 --> 00:57:39,540 And it felt like there was magic in it. 684 00:57:41,580 --> 00:57:42,780 Like I could move the horizon. 685 00:57:48,710 --> 00:57:49,710 Mr. Um... 686 00:57:50,500 --> 00:57:51,500 Mr. Abdi. 687 00:57:52,120 --> 00:57:56,700 Abdi had a chronic asthmatic attack, which is probably due to a combination of 688 00:57:56,701 --> 00:58:01,680 the flu that you say he was suffering from and perhaps the dust from the hotel room. 689 00:58:02,350 --> 00:58:05,326 It's not impossible that the steam you say he was 690 00:58:05,327 --> 00:58:07,720 inhaling acted as a trigger for the asthma attack. 691 00:58:07,900 --> 00:58:08,976 It's very difficult to know. 692 00:58:09,000 --> 00:58:11,080 It's rare, but we do see that sometimes too. 693 00:58:11,200 --> 00:58:12,480 But he is stable now. 694 00:58:13,110 --> 00:58:16,720 We have him on a breather mask and it's supplying him with oxygen and albuterol. 695 00:58:16,900 --> 00:58:18,420 And he's also taking a steroid. 696 00:58:18,765 --> 00:58:19,765 It's called prednisone. 697 00:58:19,820 --> 00:58:20,820 It's to help him breathe. 698 00:58:21,830 --> 00:58:23,140 It's one of the corticosteroids. 699 00:58:23,690 --> 00:58:26,840 It mimics the adrenal gland and acts as an anti-inflammatory. 700 00:58:26,841 --> 00:58:31,420 But he'll be fine, right? 701 00:58:31,720 --> 00:58:32,200 Oh, he'll be fine. 702 00:58:32,380 --> 00:58:33,380 Okay. 703 00:58:34,400 --> 00:58:35,220 Thank you. 704 00:58:35,340 --> 00:58:36,300 You're very welcome. 705 00:58:36,360 --> 00:58:37,980 I just... Can I stay with him? 706 00:58:38,920 --> 00:58:39,920 Um... 707 00:58:40,580 --> 00:58:41,580 Are you married? 708 00:58:43,260 --> 00:58:44,260 We're together. 709 00:58:45,420 --> 00:58:46,420 Um... 710 00:58:46,900 --> 00:58:48,840 What Mr. Abdi needs right now is rest. 711 00:58:49,690 --> 00:58:52,400 I think it's best if you come back tomorrow during visiting hours. 712 00:58:53,040 --> 00:58:54,040 I understand. 713 00:58:54,120 --> 00:58:54,440 Okay. 714 00:58:54,800 --> 00:58:55,480 Thank you. 715 00:58:55,481 --> 00:58:56,481 Uh-oh. 716 00:59:13,470 --> 00:59:14,470 Did I miss curfew? 717 00:59:15,280 --> 00:59:16,280 Terry! 718 00:59:17,020 --> 00:59:18,020 Terry. 719 00:59:18,555 --> 00:59:19,660 I didn't miss curfew. 720 00:59:19,980 --> 00:59:20,820 Well, it's not curfew. 721 00:59:20,880 --> 00:59:21,880 Your status has changed. 722 00:59:22,480 --> 00:59:23,480 Excuse me? 723 00:59:24,940 --> 00:59:27,580 Your status has changed. 724 00:59:28,510 --> 00:59:29,800 I have the room for two people. 725 00:59:29,880 --> 00:59:31,100 You are no longer two people. 726 00:59:31,660 --> 00:59:32,660 The receipt. 727 00:59:33,150 --> 00:59:35,080 The extension notice that I gave you. 728 00:59:35,220 --> 00:59:36,220 There's a sign. 729 00:59:36,340 --> 00:59:37,340 For two people. 730 00:59:38,740 --> 00:59:39,940 You're only one person. 731 00:59:39,941 --> 00:59:42,661 Listen, I'm sorry, but I cannot in good conscience give you the room. 732 00:59:43,380 --> 00:59:44,380 Why are you doing this? 733 00:59:45,850 --> 00:59:47,060 Is that room even occupied? 734 00:59:47,920 --> 00:59:49,240 You're missing the point, Hannah. 735 00:59:52,160 --> 00:59:53,560 Evil-minded, you know that, Terry? 736 00:59:54,900 --> 00:59:56,140 What ever happened to you, huh? 737 00:59:57,460 --> 00:59:59,320 What ever happened to make you such an asshole? 738 01:00:00,440 --> 01:00:02,060 Whatever it was, I hope it fucking hurt! 739 01:00:02,300 --> 01:00:06,540 I hope it went from a night haunted, you sad fucking sadist! 740 01:00:06,620 --> 01:00:07,620 Enjoy the street, Hannah. 741 01:00:07,621 --> 01:00:09,480 Go fuck yourself, Terry! 742 01:00:22,470 --> 01:00:23,470 Excuse me, miss. 743 01:00:27,020 --> 01:00:28,020 Excuse me, miss. 744 01:00:30,310 --> 01:00:31,470 Have you been through triage? 745 01:00:34,140 --> 01:00:35,140 Sorry, uh... 746 01:00:35,785 --> 01:00:37,060 No, I'm not a patient. 747 01:00:37,820 --> 01:00:39,820 I'm sorry, miss, but you're gonna have to leave. 748 01:00:39,980 --> 01:00:40,980 My boyfriend's here. 749 01:00:41,500 --> 01:00:42,500 Upstairs. 750 01:00:45,770 --> 01:00:47,090 I don't have anywhere else to go. 751 01:00:48,690 --> 01:00:50,010 It's past curfew at the shelters. 752 01:00:54,990 --> 01:00:55,990 Did he say your husband? 753 01:00:58,500 --> 01:00:59,540 You're next of kin, right? 754 01:01:03,090 --> 01:01:04,206 Yeah, my husband, that's right. 755 01:01:04,230 --> 01:01:05,230 Well, okay, then. 756 01:01:07,400 --> 01:01:08,400 But just for tonight. 757 01:01:09,840 --> 01:01:11,346 I don't want to see you here tomorrow night. 758 01:01:11,370 --> 01:01:12,370 You're not. 759 01:01:12,590 --> 01:01:13,730 I will throw you out. 760 01:01:14,790 --> 01:01:15,450 Thank you. 761 01:01:15,570 --> 01:01:16,570 Thank you so much. 762 01:01:35,890 --> 01:01:36,330 Hey. 763 01:01:36,510 --> 01:01:37,510 Hey! 764 01:01:40,490 --> 01:01:41,690 Sorry I haven't been here. 765 01:01:42,190 --> 01:01:43,490 Been running around all day. 766 01:01:46,510 --> 01:01:47,570 Where did you sleep? 767 01:01:50,810 --> 01:01:52,570 I've been trying to sort out the Terry thing. 768 01:01:52,950 --> 01:01:54,310 I don't think it's gonna work out. 769 01:01:56,430 --> 01:01:57,710 Do you have a place for tonight? 770 01:01:58,150 --> 01:01:59,150 Yeah. 771 01:01:59,390 --> 01:02:00,510 I found a placement. 772 01:02:01,110 --> 01:02:01,850 It was hard, though. 773 01:02:01,870 --> 01:02:03,830 Everything's booked up because of the storm, so... 774 01:02:03,940 --> 01:02:06,051 I can't even stay long, but... Get going. 775 01:02:06,400 --> 01:02:07,600 You don't want to miss curfew. 776 01:02:10,890 --> 01:02:11,890 Asshole. 777 01:02:13,000 --> 01:02:14,000 You fucking scared me. 778 01:02:16,210 --> 01:02:17,430 I missed you. 779 01:02:17,750 --> 01:02:19,030 You won't have too much longer. 780 01:02:20,060 --> 01:02:21,260 You're letting me go tomorrow. 781 01:02:24,050 --> 01:02:25,710 We've been observing him for three days. 782 01:02:26,480 --> 01:02:28,704 He's ambulant, and he's well enough to leave the 783 01:02:28,705 --> 01:02:31,170 hospital if he continues to take his medication off-site. 784 01:02:31,230 --> 01:02:31,330 Really? 785 01:02:31,780 --> 01:02:33,410 Because it's 20 degrees outside. 786 01:02:34,570 --> 01:02:37,530 And by the way, you are required to treat every patient. 787 01:02:37,531 --> 01:02:39,446 Everyone, regardless of their immigration status. 788 01:02:39,470 --> 01:02:41,950 This has nothing to do with his status as an illegal immigrant. 789 01:02:42,290 --> 01:02:43,410 We've looked after him well. 790 01:02:44,040 --> 01:02:46,890 He has had great care, and he is simply well enough to leave the hospital. 791 01:02:46,891 --> 01:02:47,370 Excuse me, it's a crock of shit. 792 01:02:47,450 --> 01:02:47,950 I'm sorry. 793 01:02:48,390 --> 01:02:49,250 You know it. 794 01:02:49,251 --> 01:02:50,286 You know it's about a bed. 795 01:02:50,310 --> 01:02:51,470 He's not well enough to leave. 796 01:02:51,490 --> 01:02:51,910 I'm sorry. 797 01:02:52,030 --> 01:02:53,710 What qualifies you to make that prognosis? 798 01:02:55,160 --> 01:02:57,546 You don't have to be a doctor to see that he's not well enough to leave. 799 01:02:57,570 --> 01:02:58,570 Actually, yes you do. 800 01:02:59,670 --> 01:03:01,430 I spent four years as an undergraduate. 801 01:03:02,170 --> 01:03:03,390 Four years in med school. 802 01:03:03,790 --> 01:03:06,170 Three years in residency, and a further two in fellowship. 803 01:03:06,171 --> 01:03:08,550 All of which makes me a quote-unquote doctor. 804 01:03:09,010 --> 01:03:12,329 And in my opinion, this patient, Tahir Abdi, 805 01:03:12,330 --> 01:03:15,031 is fit and well enough to leave this hospital. 806 01:03:23,120 --> 01:03:24,520 I got stuck at the hospital. 807 01:03:24,960 --> 01:03:26,060 I'm sorry, Hannah. 808 01:03:26,500 --> 01:03:27,500 It's just regulation. 809 01:03:27,900 --> 01:03:29,940 It was curfew, and there was still a line of people. 810 01:03:30,625 --> 01:03:31,916 I'm not allowed to hold your bed. 811 01:03:31,940 --> 01:03:32,940 I know. 812 01:03:33,480 --> 01:03:34,660 Just stay calm. 813 01:03:35,130 --> 01:03:37,490 Let me make a phone call, see if I can find you a placement. 814 01:03:40,740 --> 01:03:41,160 Tracy? 815 01:03:41,161 --> 01:03:42,640 Did she speak to Tracy? 816 01:03:45,700 --> 01:03:46,700 I don't know. 817 01:03:47,960 --> 01:03:48,960 Okay. 818 01:03:49,375 --> 01:03:50,375 Well, go have a seat. 819 01:03:50,420 --> 01:03:52,060 I'll go see what I can find out. 820 01:04:08,750 --> 01:04:09,190 Okay. 821 01:04:09,340 --> 01:04:13,551 I don't know who she spoke to, but we are definitely full to the bursting. 822 01:04:13,590 --> 01:04:15,510 But, I found you a place. 823 01:04:15,890 --> 01:04:18,070 At the Tillery Street Women's Shelter. 824 01:04:18,930 --> 01:04:19,930 In Brooklyn? 825 01:04:22,120 --> 01:04:23,440 Okay, so I gotta get to Brooklyn. 826 01:04:24,150 --> 01:04:26,290 It was the only thing I could find. 827 01:04:27,690 --> 01:04:34,150 Usually, our van would be here to take you over there, but because of the storm... 828 01:04:37,250 --> 01:04:38,250 Look. 829 01:04:38,610 --> 01:04:39,610 Here. 830 01:04:40,410 --> 01:04:44,290 You're going to want to take the R to J Street. 831 01:05:20,960 --> 01:05:22,120 You look freezing. 832 01:05:23,380 --> 01:05:24,580 I have good reason to. 833 01:05:26,360 --> 01:05:27,600 Don't you know where to go? 834 01:05:29,740 --> 01:05:30,140 Nope. 835 01:05:30,141 --> 01:05:31,141 Not tonight. 836 01:05:31,640 --> 01:05:33,360 It's a rough night to be out. 837 01:05:34,000 --> 01:05:35,640 It's not fit to walk a dog in. 838 01:05:40,970 --> 01:05:42,430 My daughter's about your age. 839 01:05:43,870 --> 01:05:44,870 Oh yeah? 840 01:05:46,430 --> 01:05:47,430 What's her name? 841 01:05:50,610 --> 01:05:51,010 Listen. 842 01:05:51,011 --> 01:05:52,310 I can't let you in here. 843 01:05:52,590 --> 01:05:54,370 They have cameras all over the lobby. 844 01:05:55,090 --> 01:05:56,750 And it's more than my job is worth. 845 01:05:56,830 --> 01:05:58,630 But if you go around the block... 846 01:05:58,631 --> 01:06:01,330 I can let you in the back and you can sleep in the boiler room. 847 01:06:02,190 --> 01:06:03,190 Really? 848 01:06:03,330 --> 01:06:03,850 Yeah. 849 01:06:03,950 --> 01:06:04,390 Really. 850 01:06:04,830 --> 01:06:06,790 So I'll meet you around back. 851 01:06:07,170 --> 01:06:07,690 Okay? 852 01:06:08,030 --> 01:06:08,550 Okay? 853 01:06:08,710 --> 01:06:10,750 It's a big green metal door. 854 01:06:10,990 --> 01:06:11,250 Okay. 855 01:06:11,270 --> 01:06:12,270 Okay. 856 01:06:21,430 --> 01:06:22,650 Thank you very much. 857 01:06:22,710 --> 01:06:23,870 Oh, you're welcome very much. 858 01:06:24,210 --> 01:06:26,410 Couldn't have you get to your death out there, could we? 859 01:06:26,950 --> 01:06:27,950 Oh! 860 01:06:31,360 --> 01:06:32,360 I'm sorry. 861 01:06:32,960 --> 01:06:34,000 It's not much. 862 01:06:34,040 --> 01:06:34,480 Oh no. 863 01:06:34,640 --> 01:06:35,640 It's perfect. 864 01:06:36,300 --> 01:06:36,820 Honestly. 865 01:06:37,100 --> 01:06:38,660 There's more blankets in there. 866 01:06:39,000 --> 01:06:39,420 Okay. 867 01:06:39,800 --> 01:06:40,920 So kind of you. 868 01:06:40,921 --> 01:06:41,000 Thank you. 869 01:06:41,020 --> 01:06:42,020 Really. 870 01:06:43,180 --> 01:06:44,900 I'm beginning to feel my feet again. 871 01:06:51,760 --> 01:06:52,760 What are you expecting? 872 01:06:53,510 --> 01:06:54,510 Oh. 873 01:06:55,030 --> 01:06:56,070 Well, now I'm embarrassed. 874 01:06:57,030 --> 01:06:58,030 Um. 875 01:06:58,320 --> 01:07:00,040 I mean, you're getting to bed for the night. 876 01:07:01,650 --> 01:07:02,670 So we don't have to. 877 01:07:03,150 --> 01:07:04,150 But you know. 878 01:07:05,490 --> 01:07:06,490 This is New York. 879 01:07:07,420 --> 01:07:09,130 It's not a something for nothing town. 880 01:07:28,780 --> 01:07:30,040 Let me look at your face. 881 01:07:56,570 --> 01:07:58,562 Look, since you aren't married, the city is going to 882 01:07:58,563 --> 01:08:00,521 give you a hard time if you want shelter together. 883 01:08:01,090 --> 01:08:02,880 We'll go to bat to get you guys a placement. 884 01:08:03,370 --> 01:08:05,456 But for the best chance, we need to gather some documents. 885 01:08:05,480 --> 01:08:06,720 And that'll take a few days. 886 01:08:07,240 --> 01:08:08,240 Maybe even a week. 887 01:08:09,540 --> 01:08:12,660 The best I can do right now is get you into separate shelters from the city. 888 01:08:12,661 --> 01:08:13,661 For men and women. 889 01:08:14,185 --> 01:08:15,705 Well, you couldn't get into a shelter. 890 01:08:17,240 --> 01:08:23,040 They said he was a risk and disturbance with his coughing. 891 01:08:23,220 --> 01:08:26,500 So they sent him back to the hospital who wouldn't take him either. 892 01:08:26,580 --> 01:08:26,660 Yeah. 893 01:08:27,340 --> 01:08:28,340 I see it all the time. 894 01:08:29,040 --> 01:08:31,600 People push back and forth between shelter and hospital. 895 01:08:31,800 --> 01:08:33,480 And finally, they give up. 896 01:08:35,020 --> 01:08:36,060 It's just not an option. 897 01:08:38,340 --> 01:08:41,600 He can't be on the streets right now. 898 01:08:41,601 --> 01:08:42,601 Yeah. 899 01:08:44,480 --> 01:08:47,700 That's why we really need a place where I can look after him. 900 01:08:48,360 --> 01:08:49,360 Okay. 901 01:08:50,710 --> 01:08:52,920 Look, we will do everything we can. 902 01:08:53,525 --> 01:08:56,880 But there's just no place I can get you both into tonight as a couple. 903 01:08:58,600 --> 01:09:00,580 Here's a list of some of the documents we'll need. 904 01:09:03,880 --> 01:09:07,000 And in the meantime, I can arrange a place for you to stay tonight on your own. 905 01:09:08,140 --> 01:09:09,140 Hey. 906 01:09:16,410 --> 01:09:17,270 I got you a sandwich. 907 01:09:17,271 --> 01:09:18,271 Thank you so much. 908 01:09:20,990 --> 01:09:21,730 Any luck? 909 01:09:21,970 --> 01:09:22,410 Nothing. 910 01:09:22,830 --> 01:09:24,250 Not even Abdul had space. 911 01:09:25,310 --> 01:09:26,310 You? 912 01:09:27,030 --> 01:09:28,050 Not even for yourself? 913 01:09:30,990 --> 01:09:31,990 No. 914 01:09:32,610 --> 01:09:33,750 I couldn't find anything. 915 01:09:34,050 --> 01:09:35,450 Not even for yourself, Hannah? 916 01:09:44,560 --> 01:09:45,880 I want you to go home. 917 01:09:46,260 --> 01:09:47,260 What's that you want? 918 01:09:47,480 --> 01:09:49,820 It would be easier for me if you were not here. 919 01:09:49,960 --> 01:09:51,520 How much medicine do you have left? 920 01:09:51,600 --> 01:09:52,600 Enough. 921 01:09:53,120 --> 01:09:54,120 I have enough. 922 01:10:02,030 --> 01:10:03,030 I know a place. 923 01:10:04,990 --> 01:10:06,670 I know a place we can go and stay together. 924 01:10:16,040 --> 01:10:17,220 We are very grateful. 925 01:10:17,300 --> 01:10:18,300 Thank you. 926 01:10:20,060 --> 01:10:22,420 I'm not so sure this is such a great idea. 927 01:10:26,115 --> 01:10:27,835 I mean, there was just one of you last time. 928 01:10:28,000 --> 01:10:29,120 It'll be the same as before. 929 01:10:30,780 --> 01:10:31,780 We'll be quiet. 930 01:10:34,540 --> 01:10:37,100 And you'll be out of here every morning at five? 931 01:10:37,940 --> 01:10:38,940 Yes, sir. 932 01:10:39,540 --> 01:10:40,540 Thank you, sir. 933 01:10:41,860 --> 01:10:42,860 Okay. 934 01:10:42,980 --> 01:10:43,980 We'll try it. 935 01:10:44,960 --> 01:10:48,740 I'd sure like to help you people, but I don't want to lose my job, you know. 936 01:10:55,120 --> 01:10:56,220 Where is your inhaler? 937 01:10:56,640 --> 01:10:57,640 No. 938 01:10:58,860 --> 01:10:59,860 Where is it? 939 01:11:04,590 --> 01:11:05,590 In the steroids? 940 01:11:11,230 --> 01:11:12,230 All right. 941 01:11:13,150 --> 01:11:14,150 I'm here. 942 01:11:15,230 --> 01:11:16,230 I'm here. 943 01:11:17,390 --> 01:11:17,790 Breathe. 944 01:11:17,791 --> 01:11:18,791 Breathe. 945 01:11:19,350 --> 01:11:20,350 Exhale. 946 01:12:00,010 --> 01:12:02,650 So this is 50. 947 01:12:03,855 --> 01:12:05,610 This will cost you 35. 948 01:12:05,830 --> 01:12:10,470 And the steroids are 285? 949 01:12:11,070 --> 01:12:12,070 285. 950 01:12:14,250 --> 01:12:15,250 Um... 951 01:12:16,415 --> 01:12:18,990 I know I lost his insurance card. 952 01:12:19,725 --> 01:12:21,006 Is there any way that you could process it? 953 01:12:21,030 --> 01:12:22,710 I can't do anything without a prescription. 954 01:12:23,050 --> 01:12:24,490 Can you have your doctor call it in? 955 01:12:27,450 --> 01:12:29,170 What are the last four digits of his social? 956 01:12:42,860 --> 01:12:43,860 Hello? 957 01:12:45,620 --> 01:12:46,620 Hello? 958 01:12:46,920 --> 01:12:47,920 Hi. 959 01:12:48,860 --> 01:12:49,860 Who's that? 960 01:12:50,560 --> 01:12:51,560 Jake. 961 01:12:52,600 --> 01:12:53,600 Who's this? 962 01:12:55,880 --> 01:12:56,440 Is this your grandfather? 963 01:12:56,441 --> 01:12:57,441 Is your grandpa there? 964 01:12:58,240 --> 01:12:59,240 Gran! 965 01:13:05,520 --> 01:13:06,520 Hello? 966 01:13:07,420 --> 01:13:08,420 Hello? 967 01:13:09,000 --> 01:13:10,000 Who is this? 968 01:13:10,260 --> 01:13:11,260 Hi, Dad. 969 01:13:13,300 --> 01:13:14,300 Hannah? 970 01:13:14,740 --> 01:13:15,140 Hannah? 971 01:13:15,300 --> 01:13:16,300 Is that you? 972 01:13:16,680 --> 01:13:17,420 Where are you? 973 01:13:17,640 --> 01:13:18,360 You're coming home. 974 01:13:18,400 --> 01:13:19,480 Tell me you're coming home. 975 01:13:20,800 --> 01:13:21,940 I want to come home. 976 01:13:22,020 --> 01:13:22,380 Yeah. 977 01:13:22,760 --> 01:13:23,720 Well, where are you? 978 01:13:23,740 --> 01:13:24,740 I'll come get you. 979 01:13:26,200 --> 01:13:27,200 Um... 980 01:13:27,740 --> 01:13:28,860 I'm still in New York. 981 01:13:29,280 --> 01:13:29,680 Great. 982 01:13:30,000 --> 01:13:31,280 I can be on a plane by tonight. 983 01:13:33,200 --> 01:13:34,200 No. 984 01:13:35,080 --> 01:13:36,340 No, you don't have to do that. 985 01:13:36,480 --> 01:13:37,480 Um... 986 01:13:39,640 --> 01:13:41,800 Maybe you could just wire the money for a train ticket. 987 01:13:44,420 --> 01:13:46,920 Honey, you know I can't do that. 988 01:13:47,760 --> 01:13:48,820 Tell me where you are. 989 01:13:48,900 --> 01:13:49,900 I'll come and get you. 990 01:13:50,880 --> 01:13:51,880 I'm clean, Dad. 991 01:13:53,060 --> 01:13:54,080 I swear to God. 992 01:13:54,081 --> 01:13:55,081 No, I can't. 993 01:13:55,160 --> 01:13:56,600 I can't. 994 01:13:59,660 --> 01:14:01,380 Truth is, I need the money for my boyfriend. 995 01:14:02,460 --> 01:14:03,460 He's sick. 996 01:14:04,120 --> 01:14:05,280 He's run out of his meds. 997 01:14:05,340 --> 01:14:05,660 No. 998 01:14:06,020 --> 01:14:07,780 No, I can't wire you money. 999 01:14:07,781 --> 01:14:08,840 I'm not using... And you know why. 1000 01:14:08,841 --> 01:14:09,560 I'm not using, Dad. 1001 01:14:09,820 --> 01:14:10,560 Well, you've said that. 1002 01:14:10,561 --> 01:14:11,220 I swear to God. 1003 01:14:11,320 --> 01:14:12,840 It's been four months now. 1004 01:14:12,960 --> 01:14:13,980 You've said this before, Hannah. 1005 01:14:13,981 --> 01:14:14,520 I know, I know. 1006 01:14:14,521 --> 01:14:18,280 I know I have and I know how it sounds, but I promise you this time it's true. 1007 01:14:18,640 --> 01:14:20,640 Well, why did you lie to me about the train ticket? 1008 01:14:20,900 --> 01:14:21,900 I don't... 1009 01:14:23,200 --> 01:14:24,200 I just... 1010 01:14:24,980 --> 01:14:26,341 He's... He's... 1011 01:14:26,460 --> 01:14:28,320 He... He needs his meds. 1012 01:14:28,321 --> 01:14:31,560 He's so sick and... I didn't think you'd believe me. 1013 01:14:31,620 --> 01:14:32,620 They cost $370. 1014 01:14:33,700 --> 01:14:36,680 I... Well, if he's that ill, then you should take him to a hospital. 1015 01:14:37,080 --> 01:14:38,080 We've been. 1016 01:14:40,180 --> 01:14:41,180 Look... 1017 01:14:41,920 --> 01:14:42,920 Dad, I... 1018 01:14:43,280 --> 01:14:44,960 I know you shouldn't believe me. 1019 01:14:46,020 --> 01:14:48,020 I know that I've given you no reason to. 1020 01:14:49,880 --> 01:14:51,420 I promise you... No, Hannah, you're lying. 1021 01:14:51,580 --> 01:14:52,580 You're lying, sweetheart. 1022 01:14:52,680 --> 01:14:53,680 Please. 1023 01:14:53,860 --> 01:14:55,200 Just this one more time. 1024 01:14:55,240 --> 01:14:55,320 No. 1025 01:14:55,321 --> 01:14:55,840 Please. 1026 01:14:56,160 --> 01:14:57,340 This time it's true. 1027 01:14:57,760 --> 01:14:59,860 I... I want to believe you so much, Hannah. 1028 01:15:00,700 --> 01:15:01,700 You can't. 1029 01:15:02,940 --> 01:15:03,940 Dad, you can't. 1030 01:15:05,120 --> 01:15:08,242 I just need a little bit of money and just a 1031 01:15:08,243 --> 01:15:11,160 little bit more time and I'm gonna be home. 1032 01:15:11,240 --> 01:15:14,080 If I give you money, then I'm part of the problem, Hannah. 1033 01:15:14,460 --> 01:15:16,240 And I can't be part of the problem anymore. 1034 01:15:16,980 --> 01:15:18,100 I can't help you, Hannah. 1035 01:15:18,440 --> 01:15:19,240 I love you. 1036 01:15:19,360 --> 01:15:20,360 I love you. 1037 01:15:20,740 --> 01:15:22,540 But until you want help, I can't help you. 1038 01:15:22,541 --> 01:15:23,541 I want help. 1039 01:15:24,160 --> 01:15:25,240 I want help. 1040 01:15:25,241 --> 01:15:26,241 I want help, Dad. 1041 01:15:26,840 --> 01:15:27,840 Come see us. 1042 01:15:28,000 --> 01:15:28,800 No, you're lying. 1043 01:15:29,020 --> 01:15:30,720 Come see us if you don't believe me. 1044 01:15:30,880 --> 01:15:31,880 I love you. 1045 01:15:32,100 --> 01:15:33,260 I love you so much. 1046 01:15:33,261 --> 01:15:33,620 I love you. 1047 01:15:33,640 --> 01:15:34,640 I love you, Dad. 1048 01:15:34,800 --> 01:15:35,520 But I can't. 1049 01:15:35,521 --> 01:15:35,660 I love you. 1050 01:15:35,740 --> 01:15:36,260 I love you, Dad. 1051 01:15:36,261 --> 01:15:36,640 Don't go. 1052 01:15:36,740 --> 01:15:37,000 Please. 1053 01:15:37,280 --> 01:15:38,280 I can't. 1054 01:15:40,740 --> 01:15:41,740 Fuck! 1055 01:16:01,200 --> 01:16:06,980 I, uh, put some cushions that I found in my garage in your place there. 1056 01:16:08,060 --> 01:16:09,060 Thank you. 1057 01:16:09,400 --> 01:16:10,400 Thank you. 1058 01:16:13,390 --> 01:16:13,790 Thank you. 1059 01:16:14,060 --> 01:16:15,380 I need some money for medication. 1060 01:16:16,630 --> 01:16:17,630 Can you help me? 1061 01:16:19,190 --> 01:16:20,190 Sure. 1062 01:16:21,470 --> 01:16:22,470 How much do you need? 1063 01:16:25,215 --> 01:16:26,575 Three hundred and seventy dollars. 1064 01:16:28,150 --> 01:16:29,150 Okay. 1065 01:16:31,510 --> 01:16:32,510 Okay. 1066 01:16:35,970 --> 01:16:37,210 What does three-seventy get me? 1067 01:16:41,420 --> 01:16:42,540 What do you expect for that? 1068 01:16:43,795 --> 01:16:45,830 I don't want to negotiate with myself, Hannah. 1069 01:16:46,710 --> 01:16:47,490 You just tell me what you need. 1070 01:16:47,510 --> 01:16:50,710 You tell me what you want to do for it, and then we'll come to a compromise. 1071 01:17:32,860 --> 01:17:35,020 Merry secular Christmas to you. 1072 01:17:56,930 --> 01:17:57,930 How did you do this? 1073 01:17:59,180 --> 01:18:00,180 Never in your mind. 1074 01:18:00,600 --> 01:18:01,600 No, really. 1075 01:18:02,900 --> 01:18:04,020 How did this happen? 1076 01:18:04,660 --> 01:18:05,780 It's a Christmas miracle. 1077 01:18:27,560 --> 01:18:29,160 Where did you get the money from, Hannah? 1078 01:18:33,910 --> 01:18:34,910 What does it matter? 1079 01:18:35,670 --> 01:18:36,670 Because it does. 1080 01:18:39,440 --> 01:18:40,480 I would be angry. 1081 01:18:43,330 --> 01:18:44,560 I want us to be happy tonight. 1082 01:18:45,580 --> 01:18:46,580 You're better. 1083 01:18:49,420 --> 01:18:50,420 I need to know. 1084 01:19:05,650 --> 01:19:08,450 I called my father and asked him to wire some money for a train ticket. 1085 01:19:09,010 --> 01:19:10,730 Hannah, you should have bought the ticket. 1086 01:19:11,100 --> 01:19:12,100 I called him back. 1087 01:19:12,760 --> 01:19:14,640 I told him that I lied and explained to him why. 1088 01:19:17,600 --> 01:19:19,846 He said tomorrow he's going to wire the money for two tickets. 1089 01:19:19,870 --> 01:19:20,870 Yeah. 1090 01:19:22,710 --> 01:19:23,830 I won't go alone to here. 1091 01:19:27,140 --> 01:19:28,140 I won't. 1092 01:19:39,620 --> 01:19:40,100 Alright. 1093 01:19:40,450 --> 01:19:41,450 Tomorrow we will go. 1094 01:19:48,890 --> 01:19:49,910 We're gonna live to hear. 1095 01:19:50,810 --> 01:19:54,190 I mean really, really live. 1096 01:20:19,540 --> 01:20:20,900 Tonight's our last night with you. 1097 01:20:24,940 --> 01:20:26,460 You know there's another storm coming. 1098 01:20:27,230 --> 01:20:28,230 We're going away. 1099 01:20:31,550 --> 01:20:32,550 Okay. 1100 01:20:34,750 --> 01:20:35,750 I'll miss you. 1101 01:20:38,730 --> 01:20:39,730 I mean it. 1102 01:20:41,610 --> 01:20:42,610 I'll miss you. 1103 01:20:45,590 --> 01:20:46,610 Where are you going? 1104 01:20:47,950 --> 01:20:48,950 Out West. 1105 01:20:52,050 --> 01:20:53,050 Beautiful. 1106 01:20:56,780 --> 01:20:57,580 I need $500. 1107 01:20:57,581 --> 01:20:58,581 $500? 1108 01:21:09,000 --> 01:21:10,000 Hana? 1109 01:22:35,460 --> 01:22:36,460 Not for me. 1110 01:22:36,590 --> 01:22:38,290 Not for me. 1111 01:22:38,510 --> 01:22:40,390 You fucking bastard! 1112 01:22:41,090 --> 01:22:42,090 No! 1113 01:22:42,440 --> 01:22:42,850 No! 1114 01:22:42,930 --> 01:22:43,930 No! 1115 01:24:52,610 --> 01:24:53,010 Here. 1116 01:24:53,011 --> 01:24:54,011 Eat. 1117 01:24:54,410 --> 01:24:55,410 I'm not hungry. 1118 01:24:55,490 --> 01:24:56,490 Just some soup? 1119 01:24:56,750 --> 01:24:57,570 While it's warm? 1120 01:24:57,730 --> 01:24:58,130 Please? 1121 01:24:58,430 --> 01:24:59,430 Stop. 1122 01:25:00,890 --> 01:25:01,930 Did you take your meds? 1123 01:25:04,510 --> 01:25:05,110 To here? 1124 01:25:05,210 --> 01:25:06,210 Yes. 1125 01:25:08,770 --> 01:25:09,590 They're not helping? 1126 01:25:09,790 --> 01:25:10,790 No. 1127 01:25:11,230 --> 01:25:12,470 Okay, let's go to the hospital. 1128 01:25:12,570 --> 01:25:12,850 Now. 1129 01:25:13,150 --> 01:25:13,910 And then what? 1130 01:25:14,130 --> 01:25:15,410 And then you'll get well. 1131 01:25:15,730 --> 01:25:16,850 Then I go to prison? 1132 01:25:17,490 --> 01:25:17,890 Don't. 1133 01:25:17,891 --> 01:25:20,350 And you spend the rest of your life waiting for me? 1134 01:25:20,430 --> 01:25:21,430 Don't! 1135 01:25:21,830 --> 01:25:24,150 We've tried too hard for you to do this. 1136 01:25:24,970 --> 01:25:25,970 Hana. 1137 01:25:27,070 --> 01:25:28,670 I want you to go home. 1138 01:25:30,470 --> 01:25:31,530 I won't leave you. 1139 01:25:33,090 --> 01:25:34,250 Listen to me, Hana. 1140 01:25:37,840 --> 01:25:40,900 I have a chance to do one good thing with my life. 1141 01:25:42,480 --> 01:25:43,600 Let me do it. 1142 01:25:46,700 --> 01:25:47,700 Lie down. 1143 01:25:48,980 --> 01:25:49,980 Come, Hana. 1144 01:25:50,600 --> 01:25:52,280 Please come, Hana. 1145 01:25:53,960 --> 01:25:54,960 Come. 1146 01:25:55,580 --> 01:25:56,580 Go 1147 01:26:11,030 --> 01:26:12,150 home to your family. 1148 01:26:14,270 --> 01:26:16,310 And I'll go home to mine. 1149 01:26:20,390 --> 01:26:21,670 Last night... 1150 01:26:22,680 --> 01:26:23,910 I dreamt... 1151 01:26:25,040 --> 01:26:28,050 Ibrahim put his hand in the river Ungada back home. 1152 01:26:29,870 --> 01:26:35,410 And the water that swirled around his fingers... made its way to Lake Chad. 1153 01:26:36,530 --> 01:26:38,810 And down the river Niger... 1154 01:26:39,570 --> 01:26:41,610 and into the Atlantic Ocean. 1155 01:26:43,745 --> 01:26:45,650 At that same moment... 1156 01:26:46,470 --> 01:26:49,310 I put my hand in the East River here. 1157 01:26:51,590 --> 01:26:53,410 And our fingers touched. 1158 01:26:55,050 --> 01:26:59,230 His little hand... in my big hand. 1159 01:27:02,620 --> 01:27:07,680 I would like to think I'm going to see my son again... and be with Isa. 1160 01:27:09,240 --> 01:27:12,940 But I am afraid I'm going to hell for the things I have done. 1161 01:27:14,140 --> 01:27:17,820 Or worse... that you are right... and there is nothing. 1162 01:27:20,960 --> 01:27:24,120 You are the kindest man... I've ever known. 1163 01:27:24,800 --> 01:27:25,940 You're an angel. 1164 01:27:27,560 --> 01:27:28,860 You're not going to hell. 1165 01:27:34,840 --> 01:27:37,860 Nothing as perfect as you could exist without a reason.